i've been very very busy lately. it's been more than a month since i last blogged. this sem has been crazy!! deadlines after deadlines, attachments etc.

other than that ive been good. went back to pg over the weekend and my mum said im fatt!! ish. got my hair trimmed and even got a pair of gucci shades.

this trip back was an unplanned one, just decided to go home suddenly. i guess the next time i'll be back will prob be in may after my finals. this time around i only have 2 weeks of study break. judging by the amount of stuff i need to study, hopefully ill make it thru la.

i went for chengbeng on sat. its been years since i went to one. and this year was a lil dif as hy was there and my bro's gf as well. it's so weird to have everyone there, suddenly my family expanded in size like that. hehe.

jan: i gave ur email to jonathan from inti. he said tat he's going to victoria uni in wellington.

i hate my internet at home. i subscribed for IZZI and that bloody thing is damn slow even thou they claimed that they are 4g. crap man. we cant do sharing coz its too darn slow to even su[pport. so waht we do is to go online one person at a time. that explains why i rarely blog. whenever i get hold of the internet, i have tonnes of work to do. mana got time wanna blog and all.

everyone seems to be finishin classes and all. so am i. last week of sch, so far i've been slacking and was quite engrossed with my novel. i managed to finish it last night, and went to sch half awake today. ish.

everyone's entry are quite upbeat, which is a good sign. i went clubbing on thurs and fri. the last time i clubbed was during cny in pg. i feel like a dinosaur man. the last time i clubbed in kl? i can't even remember.

peepee, poleen and i went to zouk and maison on thurs. maison has quite alot of amohs and i tell u the angmoh like crap man. most of them were drunk and one even fell on pingwei and she fell on me. like dominoes. damn. 

after that we moved to maison, which is still filled with ahbengs. but then they have a new place to dance. in addition to the podium there is the staircase behind the dj area? the one which goldfish need to walk on before he reaches his place? yeah. we danced there. it was awesome. the best part of the whole night was actually that spot la. we're like on the first floor, but right behind goldfish!! acutually, we're in the same line as goldfish, sorta flankin him like that.

and by the end of the day my feet hurts like hell. i really felt v v old..

the next day we celebrated one of my classmate's bday at izzi. then we went to poppy. we opeend a bottle of bacardi and it finished like within 10 mins. then my friend dragged me to get shots. but at the bar, poleen talked to some indian guy and he happened to be the GM of poppy, and some other bars so he bought us a jug of long island. then he was talkin to me and all. when they passed me the jug it was half empty, then he told me 'no worries. ill get u another one! lol.'

so managed to save 180 bucks. but then he took my no and told me that when we wanna come again just call him and he'll birng us in. but then, he called me on sat and texted me today. like wanna go for coffee etc. i personally find him v fann, i nvr reply his msg la. ish.

oh, i talked to this guy from melbourne and he was transittin in kl as he wanted to go to london to work. he asked me to check traders bar out.  MEI: u know the famous one where they have diff prices for drinks one?? told me about a few other bars but i cant remember their names.  another one the interior is somthin like a lab one or smth? the idea is like the one in clarke quay,singapore.

remember debbie? crazy sweet bebe? she's in astro talent quest! i was just talkin to her on msn just now. and she'll be going to live in a hostel for a few months. hahaha.

am really excited. everyone vote for her k? she used to be the lil 7 girls that sing during chinese new year. (when we were like 7?) MY BIGGEST PROB IS i dont have ASTRO!!! issh. how to watch and vote for her??

*sobS*

 anyway, i'm sooo damn bored. i know i should be studyin but being me.. its sooo hard. and at the same time i have tonnes of things to do. sigh.

i just got back from damai laut last night, fyi it's in lumut (somehwhere near pangkor). those who's been to OBS might know where it is but to others who are not from perak, i get a lot of 'damai laut where?'

it is a nice place for a short holi, away from city life. but one needs to get used to the insects, particularly flies and lizards. those who know me well know how fond i am of lizards right? just imagine.. but other than the insects, everything was superb.. even if the hotel doesnt provide us drinkin water on a daily basis(they claimed that they give once only-when we checked in). imagine if we're living here for a week. drink water from the river ar?siao one.

actually, the reason why we went to this ulu place for a break was bcoz i got a voucher for a 3d2n stay in swiss garden. but when we arrived, they gave us the apartment. its a studio apartment, which means its pretty large with a king sized bed, sofa set, dining table, kitchen etc. however, the place wasn't in its best condition.

when i went to pass urine, the toilet seat had a crack and my poor ass got pegged in between the crack and bliv me when i said it hurts it hurts.  more than by lil butterfly tattoo. but thank god it was the crack, coz for a sec i thought some insect bit me at my bump.

and then hy discovered a lizard hiding behind his towel after shower, and then that was it i guess. oh yeah, there was also a single fly roaming around in our apartment. we drove to the next resort, also managed by swiss garden and it was beautiful. the layout is the typical resort style- balinese inspired to be exact. reminded us so much about our bali resort.

and we asked whehter they could upgrade out room from the apartment to one of the rooms in the resort and they said they need to call the hq bla bla bla. as expected la.. then my city bf asked the manager to just book us a room for 2 nights and just forget about the earlier voucher coz he cant stand the apartmnet.

seriously speaking, if u ask me, im really fine with it. i mena, if im supposed to pay, i would stay in the resort of coz. but if its free, the apartment's good for me. i mena, its better than sri sayang, and whats important is its FREE.

the manager was a nice guy, he got us a sea-facing room and its spectacular. our verandah looks out to the sea and since we're in the west coast, we get to see sunset!!

we drove to setiawan for dinner for both nights and the town is so small. the town encompasses 3 main roads, eg; penang raod, macalister road and burmah road. just that their roads are 10 times shorter than all those roads ive mentioned. it's impossble to even get lost there!

to sum it all, we went for snorkelling, went to pangkor island, fish feeding, kayaking, archery, cycling. its not my typical holiday as the only shopping i did involves fish keropoks. ish.

u know what? i was snorkeling with puffer fish. u know the poisonous fish that only a licensed jap chef can cut? yuppers!! i was sooo darn scared that it'll bite me. to those that went to payar with me, u remembered how i got bitten by those harmless small fishes? and i bled. damnit. they thought i was some yummy white bread.

and for our boat trip, there was another couple. a malay and angmo. the angmoh looks damn man and the malay guy looks a bit sissy-fied.but beyond the soft spoken manner, he's actually good lookin. more to the pretty boy kind.. hehe. but its kinda cute to watch them. the malay guy kept takin pics of the angmoh, as if he's such a huge fan like that..

i kinda like archery. hahaha maybe coz i managed to shoot. lol. wa wa wa. it's quite fun la. hehehe. okie, i found somthing i like. who wanna go to arhcery with me???

pics are up on facebook. but there's more from hy's camera.

and meimei: *huggies* me loves u!!! now u know how come i was sleepin when u called at 11 plus, super tired.

i'm addicted to finally by fergie.. its so nice..

i went to uni today despite the fact that it's study break. i needed to get some notes photocopied, and since i have to dress appropriately just to get on to IMU grounds i might as well just stay in the lib after that to study.

IMU is undergoing construction and they have re-located a number of stuff, namely then ESCALATOR, and alot more.. the worst incident was the escalator. imagine wakin up one day and walkin towards the escalator just to find that the whole thing is MISSING>>?

they opened up the internal escalator which was hidden. and make the 'hidden rooms and library surrounding the escalator dissapear'. i know it sounds weird but i dont know how to put this nicely coz it's really weird.. lol

so today i found my library missing. more like the entrance was sealed and the inside was ripped apart. luckily i met a few coursemates and they showed me where this NEW library was and boy, was i amazed?

it looks really grand from the outside and the inside wasn't too bad. but its the reception area that was unexpected. i like how they make everything with a tinge of orange, orange lightings, orange boards etc

however, i found the aircond too cold for my liking. i was half freezing while studying.. and they have too many open tables, which encourage alot of talkin & bitching.. i've heard too many today..

anyway, i came home after that and went over to my neighbour's hse to return her the notes which i borrowed yesterday. this was when she asked me whether she could borrow my makeup items tmr and asked me whether i would be free on sat.

i then asked her why and she asked me whether i'll be around to do MAKE-UP FOR HER HSEMATE!!! omg. how can i possibly decline her? she's probably the nicest neighbour/batchmate i could ever asked for.. but then again, to do make-up for a stranger? what if i ruin it? will she be mad at me? what if i made her look like a clown? so many what ifs... and i agreed...

ARGHHH *SCREAMS* i did tell her that i'm afraid i'll mess her face up but my friend said it's okie.. she TRUSTS ME.. omg. did she just said she trusts me? she's putting her face in my hands? a face, which is the utmost important when prom's concern.. and and and and... the girl is PERFORMING!!!

i'm helping my friend's friend to do make-up and she's performing. god knows what is she performing for, i dare not ask.. i'm afraid if i knew, this will add alot more to the stress which i'm already drowning in. imagine if i ruin her face, she'll actually be on the stage with a million ppl staring at her.. will i be able to handle the stares and forefingers that will be pointing at my direction?

i know im thinking too much. but i'm scared. yes, i've put on make-up a million times. even done for a few friends, and during cheerleading. but this is prom. this is a very important occasion, which cannot have any flaws or imperfections to ruin a night like this. a night where every girl has a right to be a princess..

what do i know about the kind of make-up that suits her face? seriously speaking, i dont even know how she looks like? or does she has the same skin tone as mine? all i can do now is to hope and pray that everything will turn out right on saturday.. and that i managed to not ruin her night with unblended foundation, blotchy eyeliner, unshapely lipstick...

hot hot chicken shit (literally in malay).. that's me. so me.

on the last day of my damai laut vacation (tues), i smoked my last stick of Fresh Mint after breakfast.  actually, my gums felt very cold whenever i puffed & hy said that it could be due to the nerves on my teeth were being exposed.

and i decided to quit. since i feel worse after i smoke, i'd rather just stop smoking right? so the journey began from Tues. but from Tues to Wed i did steal a few puffs from hy whenever he smokes (but even upon accumulation it doesnt add up to a stick). so the few puffs are negligable. and so on that fateful wed night, my bf's last stick was shared between us as i made him quit with me. it is impossible to quit if ur other half is smoking, sooo unsupportive.

so thurs was smoke-free, so was friday. but in between it was horrible. thurs was spent in the lib, an it was FREEZING COLD in there. and the urge came but left quickly after that. when i went for supper on wed, it was way worse. everyone was smoking. the table next to me, the table on my left and right. the table next to the table next to me. whichever direction i turn my head to, i see someone holding a stick. MAMAK is the worse place for smokers who are trying to quit. BAN that place.

but on sat evening, he was trying to pancing me by saying maybe we should change the rules abit. why don't we allow ourselves to smoke during weekends but not on weekdays, rather than just go cold turkey? silly me jumped at the idea instantenously, i mean come on.. that's like the best suggestion i've heard my entire lifetime.

he laughed at me. he said the look i had on my face was exactly like how i normally 'shines when i go shopping'. that kinda delight.. i feel stupefied. I was the one that suggested to quit and look at me now. why is he much stronger than i am? it must be the stress from all of the studying (which in my case, wasn't much).

anyway, he gave in. gave in to the very idea he proposed earlier: a pack of fags shared by the 2 of us for the weekend. i improvised it to a small pack of 14 sticks to appease the conscience in me.

fast-forward to today (i.e. Monday), i have 1 stick left in my ciggi holder. had to dig and search for my ciggie holder as there's only one ciggarete box. how are we going to divide our weekly supply if not for my case? i'm so screwed. and to think that im a pharmacist in the making.. what an irony..

if there is an award for the MOST SCREWED PHARMACIST title, u know who u should vote for..

TOUCH MY BODY

Album: E=MC2 (2008)
Artiste: Mariah Carey

MC, you're the place to be
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do [I do]
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube [YouTube]
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby I'm up in my bidness
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter
Than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me
Like a tropical breeze
And float away with you
In the Caribbean Sea

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do [I do]
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube [YouTube]
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby I'm up in my bidness
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Imma treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury
Baby just turn to me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty
Touch my body

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

i never managed to extract the lyrics whenever i listen to this song. i came across her lyrics and it wasn't surprising what it is all about, i would say.

nowadays lyrics are getting more sexually oriented. i mean it's fine if u have a verse in a song but the entire song? the secret rendezvous is actually for them to have sex?

and the camera means just in case her toyboy decides to make a homemade sex video of her and release it to gain profit? of coz she's not dumb, as she sang '

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube

okay.. fine. all about sex..

but that's not just about it.

Imma treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury
Baby just turn to me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty
Touch my body

what does this mean? she's like soo buying him and keepin him as a toyboy. omfg.

what's going on with the world today? no more meaningful songs that make u cry/emo when u listen to them? the charts are topped with sleazy songs like this.. uggh

and the worst part is this song is catchy. and for most of us, we can't really hear the lyrics. so we listen to this, without knowing what's it about.