i was preparing to go for my practice. as i was leaving my house, i noticed water drippin on my feet. i thought the wind was so strong that it brought the rain into my hse. then *drip* another drop fell on my feet. i was positive that it was no rain. then i looked down, and realised that the water actually cam from my bag!!

i opened up and looked in and guess what i saw? my bag was filled with water, it's like a fuckin reservoir. i took my notebook, hp and wallet out immediately. couldn't give two shits about my 1k plus coach wallet or my 1k plus n73. at that time, both that items were like rubbish compared to my dell. i removed my laptop from the case which my mum sewed and toss the soaked case aside. was tryin my best to salvage whatever i can. wiped my notebook dry and i didnt dare to switch it on coz i knew for sure there were still water in it sumwhere. i gave it a mild shake *shake shake* and more water came spilling out from the openings. the bottom, side, wherever with holes la. sigh. *dab dab* then it was dry again. *shake shake* more water came leaking from god knows where. at that point i was already giving up

basically it was a cycle la, *shake & dab* till no more water came out upon shaking. then i rushed off to practice dee. my nokia was still working and my wallet was a bit damn from the water. and the face towel i brought with me was drenched completely, i personally think the towel helped absorb all the water which was spilled from my water bottle. and the worst part was it wasn't ordinary drinking water. it was water+honey! sigh, i was sick that time and i thought maybe honey will help with my throat. sumore got practice, will be doing the stupid 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 counts for a few hours. and there goes the honey, nourishing my notebook and all instead of my throat. sigh.

anyway, after my practice my nokia died on me. as in it automatically screens the general,silent,outdoor,etc profiles (what ur screen normally shows when u press the power button) and the cursor moves down continuously by itself. it's like someone's scrolling down the profiles (but no hands were on the phone!!) and then it switches off by itself. and when i tried to on it, the same thing goes. repeatedly.

things were gettin really bad at this point. then i got home and tried to dry my notebook with a hairdryer. after that i tried plugging in the cable and on it. nth happened. that's when i knew my notebook drowned in honey. sigh. i called hong yi at this point i think. then he asked me to use a screwdriver to open up my notebook so as to quicken the drying process la. and i couldnt find any in my room, so i popped over to pingwei's and she can't find hers as well. came back to the room and i was at the verge of crying.

felt so fuckin stupid, careless, useless, alone, emo and screwed up. i spent the whole night crying at different places. my room. my balcony. back to my room. on my bed. in the toilet. omg. i don't know what's wrong with me. the stupid notebook kinda triggered this really emo part of me and i don't even know why i'm crying. maybe initially it's just the frustration of getting my notebook electrocuted la. but after that, the tears just kept rolling down for every other reasons. sigh.

i kind of fought with my parents that night as well. not exactly fought but they weren't really understanding and i hung up on them. after that i sent them a few smses which hurt them i guess. i kinda told my mum off sayi n 'you know why kids don't go to their parents when they get into trouble? it's because instead of being there for them and helping them through the probs parents instead ended up just screwin the kids for mistakes that they did. as if the kids dont know they already committed one and as if they don't feel guilty or stupid enough. instead of makin them feel better, they're actually makin the kids feel worse' etc. was just being a bitch but at that time i really didn't think that much. and then the next thing i know my bro called and told me my mum called him and she sounded like she was crying. then i felt bad, sigh.

my parents think im this independent and and tough bitch. i may be independent most of the times but at times i'm damn freakin frail. that's when i decided to call them after the notebook incident, just wanted to share the news with my parents and hopin i could get a bit of their attention. guess i cant really blame them coz i rarely go to them, and out of sudden i just felt like i needed family love. sigh. but the next day my dad called me like a few times and kept askin about the notebook and he said he'll send his friend to collect from me to get it fixed etc.

i guess the smses did do some good. i still feel bad for it la. sigh. anyway things are back to normal, if not better. i'm back in pg to celebrate my dad's bday which falls on mon. lol. shall post about the fate of my notebook at the next entry la. sleepy dee. lol.

 btw, diehard4.0 is a kick-ass movie. lol. though poleen doesn't think it's very great. i still think its good!! and me love cynna.. lol. though pl say's it's okay only. i know peepeequeen would love cynna. though the peepeeking would never let her set foot there. sigh, no worries. we can always wait for him to go back to the pussy town!! lol. don't think anyone can understand this post unless it's peepee. but she doesn't really read my blog. lol.

p/s the pics of us when reen came down to kl are up on my multiply. but the laundry ones are not ready yet, coz it's too dark and i have to wait til i get back to imu then only can brighten. my notebook too basic. and can someone please teach me how to edit my pics?? how to turn from FUGLY to FHOT?? lol.

i anticipated today to be an ultra tiring day. was lookin thru my timetable last night and i realised i have classes (extremely boring ones by the same lecturer) from 2pm-6.15pm. sounds reasonable right? though i have to wake up at 8am in the morn coz of cheerleading practice. so from 9-12plus we were just practicing in the dance room (thank god they have air cond there) which makes out perspiration negligable. lol. then i had a meeting at 1pm to discuss about our management project which require us to set up a pharmacy. basically we have to go to dbkl to get forms to fill in (real forms and all the procedure we ahve to go thru in order to set up a proper pharmacy), find a location, design the layout of the pharmacy, do promotions etc. and that's just the first part of my project.. sigh.

surprisingly i was actually quite hyper at my first class. guess its true that exercise does realease endorphins aka 'feel-good' hormones. lol. hope i get my facts right, sorry if its not kay? don't think i got this from studying, i got it from cleo i think. lol. anyway, my knees are full of bruises. body aching like mad, cheerleading is torturing. lol. and i can proudly say that they managed to get my sean paul dance right!! lol. it's kinda synchronised dee, just need more practice and i need to get the formation. so i can finalise the dance and decide what to do with an extra person. lol. 

for the pump it, ting said she'll help me figure out something and she's supposed to come over tonight. so we shall see waht she has first. lol. anyway my lecturers are getting increasingly scarier as day passes. there's 2 lecturers out there who are rumoured to be heterosexual or maybe homo? i'm not sure about k but i know b has quite a bit of tendency. yesterday k commented on my top. ish, in a very weird way. he said my top was nice. okay. then we walked past each other dee, then he turned around suddenly and said 'war, its lacy sumore'. omg. then i was carrying my file on my hands and i kinda covered myself with it. then he commented that 'the neckline is quite low' and that my dean wont be really happy if he sees me in it. but basically he was talkin about how nice my top is and he really likes it. bla bla bla. and my friend was with me that time, and he went like 'omg. dr kang checkin u out' i totally freaked out.

then there's benny. he memang got repu damn gay dee la. coz he loves guys!! like seriously. he even forwards dirty smses to them. today i saw him in the cafeteria with another guy la, then i din give two shits. then poleen went to the car to get her clothes to change, i was left alone reading newspaper there. then he walked over and said 'hi sharon. (and gives me this really scary smile of his) someone said that ure very pretty.' and that point what does he expect me to say, really? i was like 'okay...*flashes an uncomfortable smile* then he said 'u know the guy i was having lunch with? he's off to the washroom dee. he's an mpharm graduate. he kept commenting that u're pretty *grins his stupid smile* i told him i'll introduce u to him but he was very shy.' at this point the other guy walked out from the washroom and my lecturer signalled him over. my brain was screamin 'omg!!! plz leave me alone!!!' then he introduced both of us. i cant even remember that poor fella's name. basically  benny just make a fool out of both of us. so embarassing kay? im sure the other guy prob felt worse la. but it's super kekok when ppl try to play cupid.. u get what i mean? sigh. and of all ppl... ur lecturer?

suddenly tracy came back from outer space. and our blogs became more happening dee. coz she's always the one who blogs 24-7, so when she went off to rockingham and became a taitai. no more updates whatsoever, everything sorta went dead. good to have u back bimbotic bitch1! though u're bimbo is an understatement to classify u now that u've officially became a taitai. so how's like being a trophy wife? lol. kinda miss ur bimbotic updates, and true enough.. ur first entry after becomin a temporary housewife was 'i'm officially a taitai' or something like taht. anyway, ur dreams came true (even for a short while). lol

i just got back from putrajaya, went to alamanda with hy. i have a community pharmacy attachment with apex pharmacy over there in september and i don't know where alamanda is in putra so we kinda went for a drive aorund putra. and we kinda got lost, though it's not really that scary. you don't feel scared or disoriented over there coz everything's so peaceful and quiet. i was actually tellin him i'd like to retire here next time. unfortunately it was raining, so we didn't really have a chance to walk around and explore the place. stuck in that vios of his and just rolling around til we managed to get to precint1.

alamanda, like what i;ve heard, is a very beautiful place but with tonnes of malays. maybe i shouldnt use the word but la, it's so racist right? lol. anyway, the concept of the mall is sooo KLIA. the design and all, but it's an okay place la. though i wonder how the business actually survive since it was a sat afternoon and the crowd is like.. gurney on a weekday? i even went to manhattan at the esplanade (similar to gurney place which overlooks the fountain) and there isn't a single customer there.

i dont know how i'm ever gonna learn anything durin my attachment when there isn't much customers (esp on weekdays). guess to prepare myself, i shall bring the electric racquet to help kill the mosquitoes or flies la. lol.

my bro's prob on the way down to kl right now. he's gonna stay with me from tonight for 10 days i think. he's starting his training at times square. there goes my privacy. there goes my walkin around naked. there goes sleeping naked. there goes my showering with the bathroom door open. there goes my sleepovers. then again, it's only 10 days. wonder how's it like to share a room with my bro. its been more than 10 years since i've shared a room with him. lol. good thing is, i get to wine and dine and he gets to foot the bill!! lol. brothers are god-sent.

i sooo got conned by nam heong, the chicken rice chain. po leen's sis, ai leen recently joined this reality competition in search of a celebrity. it's called star celeb i think, and the voting system is done by purchasing vouchers. they have quite a number participating outlets, ranging from restaurants, grooming to clothes etc. what you have to do is to sms the voucher you want plus the contestant no and u're entitled to the promo/discount given by the outlet. then when i went to nam heong today, guess what? they told me that they havent set up someshit yet. i can't remember what's it called, and that the official voting hasn't started. they'll only start in august, and the best part is every voucher is valid for a week only. so i voted today and the sms i received stated that the expiry date is on 31st of july. so?????

instead of the 50% discount of the total bill, which the voucher promised, i had to pay 30 over bucks for some stinky chicken rice. their standard went down since the last time i ate it, or maybe it's a psychological effect. my bro was sayin how he'd rather eat at willam's. and when i was havin my dinner, i kept thinkin about salak south's char siew fan.. so fuckin nice, compared to this.. no need to compare at all, nth close. and the vote cost me 3.50 i think, not the regular 50cents vote u know. ish.

on a lighter note, the cheerleading routine is almost complete. finally, i can heave a sign of relief. after weeks of planning, choreographing and brainstorming... not to mention neglecting friends, studies,wasting my personal time.. we're almost done!! puisan and i can now sit back and relax, seriously. everytime online, it's the same conversation. cheerleading, cheerleading and more cheerleading. but today the conversation is a lil diff. started off by her apologising to me that she spoiled my dance and that she promised she would practice. haha. siao cha bo.. she just learned the dance today and she's puttin herself under such pressure! i think she's too paranoid over everything, and she's indeed a good captain. it's her leadership skills that i admire, somehow all my doubts about the cheerleading came to an end. we might not win, but all i can say is there wont be any regrets. it's the practicing, and the bonding that matters.

i'm sure all of you know how it feels to practice for a dance, all the preparations before our competition? how we used to stayback in school everyday and dance for 3 hours back-to-back for our gathering? campfires? camps? it's the same kinda feelin now, the sheer sense of satisfaction when you stand in front of the cheerleaders.. and all of them are moving in unison to your steps, and there u are beaming with pride. though most of the time i would be laughin coz someone will forget his or her steps and fumbled with his or her moves..

somehow cheerleading brings back all the memories of the blex dancing at the abandoned f6 classroom. remember girls? remember our shakira? chinese dance? everybody? and there's traplex' stupid cupid? arabian dance? etc.. talkin about chinese dance, recently me and ting heard it at seawind!! we were drinking with yy and desmond and then they were playing it, we were so freakin sampat man!! that reminded me, must bug yy for it. btw, its by sammi cheng and not kelly chen!! no wonder la, i searched til mad also cant find..

ppl, check out the website below. sometimes i wonder how come both of us are doing the same course (pharmacy) but we get totally different kinds of lecturers. i want good lookin clubber as my lecturer too!! let's all abandon imu and go to nottingham!! and this guy isn't the only one, i remembered the dean of pharmacy was damn cute too. ala.. *sobs* i'm so jealous of eilyn!!

http://www.friendster.com/photos/3363826/0/998540639#pic=0850949808

we played cooks again. there's ting with her newly-learnt indian curry (dry style) crabs,  me with my potato chicken and also reen with her french beans with carrots. lol. and awhole lot of other food, my bro tapau-ed very delicious asam stingray and curry mutton, i bought each of us a bottle of icelemontea+vodka.

there were 5 of us: ting, my bro, reen, andrea and i.

there were also 5 dishes: crabs, chicken, fish, mutton, vege

we got over-ambitious actually. the crabs actually came from penang (ting bought it and took back to kl) but she was afraid that we didnt have enough to eat. so we popped over to carrefour to get more crabs and vege. and i cooked a lot of chicken as well, though i've already downsized it dee. i still have 3 drumsticks left in the fridge. and my bro out of the blue called to say he tapau-ed additional food for dinner coz he was at nilai and he said the fish was superb.

the cookin process was fun, as usual. everytime we cook, we'll bring chaos to my kitchen and laughters can be heard houses away i tell u. by the time reen and andrea came, my chicken was nearly done and all the chopping and cutting were done as well. and we were just starting to cook the crabs. lol. so they get to join in the fun as well.

pictures will be up on multiply soon.

oh yeah, andrea liked the dish i cooked!! lol. i was so happy last night coz he kept attacking my chicken+potato. *beaming* i know i syok-sendiri.. just let me kay? lol

ting & i missed the invisible though. andrea bought 10.10 tickets and by the time they came over it was already 8 plus. we were still in the midst of cookin then, so by the time dinner was over it was close to 10. both ting and i were so dirty and sweaty from cookin, we had to shower... the rest is history la. both of us take a hell of a long time to get ready, so we asked reen and andrea to go ahead first and that we'll join them later... which we didn't. lol. sorry reen!! by the time we reach the curve (after picking up poleen) it was already 11 plus. lol.

we ended up in decanter, hartamas coz the subang monkeys were there. and for the 1st time in our (and their) lives, there were so many chicks to a few of the guys.

chicks: ting.pl.ivy.lilian.lileng.emily.priscilla.elaine.me&lilian's friend who joined us later

subang guys: fatty.mervin.victor.dan.arvind.jude(which came later)

the ratio was 2:1. and mind u, all the girls that night were hot. i bet other tables were envious of the guys for having so many chicks with them. lol. and merv was so freakin excited he asked lilian to take pics to put up in the subang blog. lol. apparently first time in history all the girls came. that's my first time with so many girls also la. everytime go out we'll be surrounded by sooo many guys. nelly was supposed to go, and i was really lookin forward to see him thre. it's been half a year since i last saw him. so damn freakin long.

oooh.. mei!! got story to tell u. last night someone was sooooo damn FRIENDLY and NICE to me.. the same person that bitched about the pg girls. kept talkin last night wor.. sumore sounded so concerned when i was leaving. asked whether i could drive. sumore complain that i was leaving early. etc trying to patch things up i guess.. go figure who! lol