sorry it didnt turn out as a 'surprise', haha.. to everyone, i know i havent been blogging for ages, was havin my finals and all.. my grandma's funeral was on sat remember? then on sun had to fly back to kl coz monday is my first paper.. then had exams the entire week and the following monday as well... came back on tues just in time for my dad's mum's funeral.. she passed away on sunday, so both grandmas gone sandwiching my exams.. and i did really badly for my last paper, so pls pray that i pass kay'? never thought that i will fail or anything.. its so scary..

anyway, ill be going to bangkok on monday.. im soo looking forward to it, but yet im scared.. coz the resullts for viva voce will be out on monday itself... and if i really failed and ive got to go for the interview on wednesday.. which means i either can't go to bkk or ill be taking the next flight back.. sigh.. a HUGE risk, but i really wanna go to nbkk.. sigh, i need a holiday..

i miss the blex.. yesterday it felt like it was wee sern's party more than mei's.. only me and jo were there, the rest are his friends.. where are u ppl??/ sigh, happy birthday mei.. hope u have fun promoting postpaid digi... so ironic, workin on ur bday.. anyway *hugs* last year being a teen!!!!

bangkok was gREAT.. sigh, it's officially the best place to go shopping.. haha.. serious!! things are so cheap and all.. was supposed to shop for bras.. but in the end tak jadi beli.. bought only one, bought other stuff instead.. i miss bangkok already.. ahaha.. but now im officially broke.. i think we should organise a trip to bangkok next year or something.. im serious, just for shopping..

for the past few days, all i did was eat, shop, sleep, sight-seeing..etc.. the process repeats itself for 5 days, so damn tired.. i think i prob gain a few kgs by eating and sleeping.. chun chun on the last day there it was the king's 60th anniversary on the throne, so a week before everyone in bangkok wears this bright yellow t-shirt around everyday.. u can see ppl in yellow every corner, its so overwhelming.. they really honour their king, not like in msia.. i dont even know his name, but then again they change kings every 5 years or so right?? this thai king has been a king for the past 60 years, really different..

spent 2 days in pattaya, its quite nice if u go with friends.. coz they have water sports, pattaya is something like kuata beach in bali.. with loads of foreigners and bars.. since i went with my parents, haha.. we didnt go drinking and all la, but i had beer with my dad near my hotel though.. the beers are damn cheap, way cheaper than msia.. so okay la went for some 'akua' show, its the same as the one in phuket, nearly.. but they offer other kinds, such as 'duck show' or spiderman show.. but that one abit 'censored la' damn obscene one, as expected my mum said 'NO'.. sigh,

anyway, spent a few days in bangkok as well.. bangkok, shopping paradise.. i bought so much stuff that in the end i had to buy a suitcase.. haha, i shall stop shopping til next year... no more clothes.. heheh

i miSSED the GERMANY match!!!!!!!! KLOSE scored 2 goals.. idiot!!! i fell asleep at 11 something, sigh.. but i was too tired la, i just came back from bangkok that day itself.. but still!!! ehh, my match starting dee 2nd half.. hhehe, will update sometime..

i havent talked to ahlow in a while.. but first thing we talked about today is football.. hahaha

this time of the year is filled with alot of birthdays, since most of the blex are geminis... haha, and to the craziest of the blex.. HAPPY 20th GIRL~!~... i missed u alot... when are u comin back la?? sigh, my mum asked me about u the other day... haha, like, so sudden.. caught me by surprise as well, i guess she misses u too.. ehhe.. anyway, hope ure having a blast kay?? im going back to kl tonight for a few days to settle some stuff.. im moving to another apartment, nearer to uni.. ap, remember the block opposite m uni?? yeah, im moving there.. haha.. lazybum.. anyway, im getting a master bedroom.. so ppl, y'all can come and crash at my place.. anytime... haha, okay la.. gtg dee.. got family dinner..

i worked for the first time on sunday, somthing which i dont expect myself to do.. but somehow i managed, and i survived.. haha, it all started when i told tan that when she works let me know so that i can go as well.. but i didnt really expect her to call up and ask me whether i want to, and i dont expect myself to say yes as well.. haha.. but i did, did some milo thingy for the 3x3 basketball challenge.. tan did hers in prai whereas i did mine in komtar along with emily her sis and another guy from our patrol in talents mei.. cant remember his name dee anyway the point is.... i saw this cute guy!! haha.. actually all the guys there are at least my age, if not younger.. but he is DIFFERENT... coz he didnt come to compete.. he came to advertise or something, he came to give away presents to the winners.. he's a national player!!!!! damn damn tall and his body is... G-R-E-A-T.. haha.. but he cant speak english.. and i cant speak mandarin.. haha.. he asked me not to speak in english

ill post up his picture when i upload his pic from my phone la.. but what i hate the most about him is hes got no balls.. i mean not literally.. he brought his friends to my counter, and the friends sort of asked whterh we eanted his no.. i mena, who wounld have asked his friend to help him give away his no?? then fine, when i was leaving... he asked his bloody 40 year old manager to take my picture.. and get my no.. war, i damn sakit hati man.. everything about him turns u on.. til the fact that  he cant ask for ur no personally.. that really.. turns me off.. okay la, but at least he did came and give me a can of drink.. haha.. but communication problem la..though he can speak a bit of hokkien..

anyway, when his manager was talking to me.. this guy by the name of ivan came up and gave me his namecard.. haha.. hes some brand manager for some company which distributes and1 products.. he's not a hottie but he's got really nice personality.. but he did freak me out as well coz he asked for my no also.. and i wasnt prepared, but then as we talked on he realised i was 19 and he said 'dont worry, ure too young for me' haha.. but hes a nice guy, reminds me of michael from inti.. but nicer... coz he's giving me a pair of levi's shoes.. which i think is not very pretty.. so i sort of get to choose between the shoes, bag or a cap.. ahha.. coz he's also the brand manager for levi's and he said theyre dirt cheap...!!!

we'll see how things go la.. those bunch of ppl i met at the basketball thingy are really fun.. esp the indian dj, he's so adorable.. i dont mind working again, even though i totally passed out after work...

god, looking back at my entry.. i sounded like a bloody hell desperado.. and i didnt even talked about johan yet.,.. haha.. guess i better leave that out..

helloe ppl... okay, mei, jo tracy, tan and i just came back from redbox.. haha.. sookshuen ppk-ed us though, ahah.. anyway, been wanting to do this for a long time.. but then somehow always tak jadi.. even this time we had to postpone 3 times!! but finally, we managed.. even though we didnt get to sing certain songs, it was still great la.. a bunch of us shouting and screamin our heart out instead of singing.. though tan didnt contribute much though.. i think i was the loudest and paling tak tau malu one.. haha, so what la?? its just us right? we did a few songs which really made me think of u guys.. we sang selena's dreaming of u.. rmemeber our traplex??? haha, again i went like.. god, reen will go crazy.. then we sang bukan cinta biasa as well.. and remember how we used to be crazy over this song?? sigh, it was sweet..

anyway, like tracy said we went to glo.. haha, it was soo funny coz it was totally unplanned.. so, we just dressed cincai cincai.. during dinner aster was tellin us bout how she got pissed drunk in ireland and all, halfway thru her parents came to pick her up dee.. so we kinda left in the midst of feeling high and all.. more like me la.. so i told mei, mei... i feel soo energetic now, and i felt like drinking.. so did she, so we actually told jo to drop us off with tracy in glo.. then texted su ann and asked her to join us.. went to glo first for out first glass of alcohol.. then got another one in ss.. then went back to glo for my third.. ahha, then su ann called dee.. so came out and answered the phone.. there was this booth at the entrance and this guy called me over. so went over and he asked me to sign up for some glo dancing competition.. he said 'i really loved the way you walk.. blablabla..' i was sooo reluctant and he went like 'i know u can dance, just sign up... just put ur name down if u change ur mind later its okay...' then i just sign up la, coz he said its okay to pull out at the last min.. then i told mei about it and she went like 'if u win u get 550 bucks u know!!'

but u know la me.. damn chicken one.. ahha.. then they called out everybodee's name.. he wanted to call me first.. i told him to put me last.. coz i wasnt ready.. so i went back and downed my whiskey.. i thought i got to seethem dancing first.. manatau they called eveerybode up on.. so u wont get to see at all.. i dont know what was i thinking..but i actually went up when they called.. ahah.. damn freaked out dee... then this group of guys were sooo sweet.. one of them gave me a bottle of beer and told me that they'll support me.. haha.. i downed one bottle of beer right before my turn.. i really needed that, i was freaked out la.. ahha.. there was this girl.. she asked to go last.. so she saw all of us dance.. and she was really good, i heard that she was some bar dancer or something.. she looks really.. slutty too.. so she managed to get into the finals la.. then theres this egyptian girl who joined last minute.. shes really gorgeous with very nice features.. she came and sit nextto me.. shes only 18.. sigh, i really like her... she did some belly dancing, u know la all these arabs are experts!!.. so, both of them got into finals and i told asilya (her name) that ill root for her.. so went back and screamed my lungs off for her name..

thankgod she won!!! seriously, coz she's really sweet and all.. whereas the other girl... god, she's soo prepared man.. she actually took off her clothes.. so she was wearing only bra and panties.. she danced and poured water on herself, in a very sexy way la.. haha.. she was a good dancer, its just that she was a bit too slutty la.. so, yeah.. thats my update.. haha.. i got a top and also a 50bucks voucher for a hair salon.. hehe

im so glad we went to glo.. really had fun.. though itll be better if i was high, coz ill be reallly happy!! had like 2 bottles of beer, bombay sapphire and quite alot of whiskey from the bar and also from roshan.. ahha, thanks tracy.. u 'sek cho' dee la.. BUT i wasnt high.. i was actually high when we had a jug of long island in zouk.. even though its just cocktail.. dont know why.. haha, ended up doing alot of silly things.. shouted for johan like crazy, so malu only... but he's fuckin hot!! i realised all malays in kl are hot..