May 17th, 2006

my life has been in a mess lately, i havent been studying much.. this is the last week before my exams, had it all planned to crash study now. but i dont think it will happen and i will definitely screw my exams.. im in pg now til sunday afternoon. my grandma passed away on monday night at 11.50. i didnt make it back in time to see her, i was in taiping when she left for heaven. didnt see this comin at all. the last time i was in pg i spend everyday in the hospital tal=king care of her, fed her talk to her, massage her, even let her puke on me.. etc.. the doctors told me that she's recovering.. i could see for myself she was, she was on the tube. but a week later, we asked for her to be fed orally and he doc agreed. everything went well.. but when i went back to kl, all the complications arose one after anotehr. i lost my one and only grandparent that ive ever known. i expected her to live on till i grad and work etc. she was soo strong.. and she passed away on the night we're supposed to hold a dinner for her for mother's day.. my uncle booked on the 14th but it awas full, so we wanted 13th but they had some corporate function.. in the end we ddecided on the 15th.. she passed away on the 15th.. 11 sometghing.. 'right after dinner'..