hey, sorry guys. am in kl now, no comp so no updates. using liting's couz' pc. so have to keep it very brief. basically im still alive and breathing, will be back on thurs night. just wanna tell jan that prince will is in nz!!! right?? i think he is, hopefully still is.. so jan, u got a bvit of hope of bumping into him. tell him that if he's lookin for a bride, im available kay. ahah. anwway, will update soon.

hey ppl, finally blogging from my notebook via jo el's friends' jaring connection. they are back in pg, so he kind of borrowed from them for the time being. in my room now, wanted to take some pics to show u guys but i forgot the camera!! ahah, soo firgetful. anyway, my parents left a few hrs ago with rufus. yes, he came down also. ahah, he was so happy to run aroun in a new hse. we went shopping for all the hsehold stuff yest. did all the unpacking and cleaning. so damn tired last night, i had a good sleep. but i just cried, really bad. i nvr thought parting with my parents will be such a big deal coz afterall everybodee wants to leave home right? but just now as my dad hugged me, he started crying. not shedding tears, really crying. and it broke my heart, i can truly understand how my dad felt. im like his baby and now that im leaving, i think he felt like he's losing me in some ways. i think mei u would understand. both of us were just crying and crying. then came my mum, i cried also. and of coz she did. then it was rufus,he was sooo happy and oblivious to what's going on. my hse is like his playpen. he's just so excited about this new place. i think he is the happiest.

suddenly a sense of insecurity just engulfed me. what if he cant recognise me when i go home? when i was away for 1 week, i felt that there's a gap between me and him. he's closer to my mum, he used to be closest to me. though my dad told me the day i left kl, he was just sitting by the door the whole day. but i guess as the days past, he sort of forgot me in a way. i am worried. sigh. and to add to my worries, there is krish. sigh, im ot used to this yet. im not used to not being able to see him every other day, if not everyday. he said we have tp be strong. he has his exams to occupy his time, but i dont. im free for a week or so. so what do i do? i ahve no car, no knowledge about thus place. theres no tv, nor dvds, no books, i didnt bring my swimsuit. gosh, the list just goes on and on. oh, guess what? rufus pooin my toilet. ahaha, i was sooo surprised. i mean, how would he know? this is a new place, i was expecting to clean up after him. ahha, little incidents like this bring joy for a while.

okay, as if my problems are not enough we have this orientation. u know what stupid stuff they came up with? fistly, we have to perform a dance (based o a mtv they gave u ) and a sketch (a collaboration with a nother group) and my group members, my god.. they are the typical pharmacy/medical student. i know for sure we wont win anything.. sigh, oh yeah. on mon im supposed to dress up as powerpuff girl, tues angel (with wings and halo) wed, legolas (with elf features and i must speak the elf tongue; thurs - joker (paint our face white and nose red etc); fri- beggar (with a bowl toothpick in the mouth etc).. great isnt it??? and my group asked me to bring the mtv back and learn alll the steps and tEACH them!!! siao one. and the beat of this jolin's song is fast. remember our chinese dance?? some sort of like that. die la!! and to teach to them ar? i think wiull take 2 years. and they are like giving me 2 hrs only i think. GREAT PPL!!! haVE fun shaROn!!! sigh. why cant i get into a nice group?? ish ish..

and oh u know cy has a crush on this girl called jacqueline. tracy's friend. he kept tellin me that she's pretty and all. so i told him that she's got  a bf of a lot of years. then yest he told jo el that his group got a hot bitch!! then i went like who?? he said jaclyn. i asked him why he said that. he said shes pretty and kuai. i was like u dont call ppl like that a HOT BITCH, u call them HOT CHICK.. then jo el started laughing at cy also. he was like 'oh, really ar?? didnt know' mad one.. ahaha and the best thing is now thagt he's got jac in his group he stopped clinging on me. my friend jasvin said that she can see how he practically 'dropped me and went for jac' ahahah.. his gf is so nice somemore u know, she skipped sch to come down with him.. sigh. anyway, we did this personality test and cy very fa sam one.. ahaha. the q was like, u are very thirsty in a jungle. and then u saw a stream. u walk towards it ans saw a very unique flower, will u stop and take a look or go straight for the water? he said stop. so he is not loyal!! HHAHAH.. only a handful answered that.