i had stomachache this morn, had no idea why.. then went gor bfast, but i couldnt finish my food. then mana tau i felt really sick suddenly and then i went to the toilet and puke.. as in so much came out, my milo peng and my roti telur. i think i spend the next 2 hours in the toilet coz i have this urge of puking every now and then.. then i had diarrhoea, how wonderful. plus an upset stomach, my dad asked me to take actal coz he said that it might be gastric.. i took 3 tblets which only 1 went in,  i threw up the other 2. sigh, totally felt like dying.. i've got to be crouching bcoz that's the only position that could make me feel better. after sometime i had backache pula, then i put the plaster..seriously today is such a terrible day for me, and i wonder what;s the culprit. my mum thinks its the 'eah chui' (jan, still remember our stops?) coconut water, krish bought 3 packets and theyre soo big.. and i drank 1 whole coconut and ate the flesh as well, though i didnt finish. where as krish suspects the chicken rice we had forlunch the previous day, bcoz at night he puked his dinner and had diarrhoea in the middle of the night..

so scary, and remember how i so wanted to drink papaya juice just to get diarrhoea.. haha, next time just eat chicken rice. anyway, mei wanna work part time ar? like during promo, really sien la.. if got 2 ppl then it'll be nice, how?? anybody ever heard of frances yip lai yi? i want to download this song of hers but i cant seem to get it.. its evry nice, though i dont know the title.. aha, its an english one. the title should be 'kisses for me' / 'save my kisses' dont know la. something to do with kisses la sigh

have u guys bought ur mums presents yet?? i'm so happy, for once i got her something 2 days before.. usually it's like a day or on that day or i dont get her anything, ahha. but i still give her a card and bging her out for a meal or something, mei how did urs go?? we went out yest to get our mums a pressie, went to island and then gurney.. coz we cant find anything nice from island, it's just soo dead. anyway, we went straight to parkson (there's where the lau ee's stuff are) and then went and look for suitable gifts.. in the end we went up and down parkson but couldn't find anything, but i was very determined to get her something coz i took some cash out from the atm and i've got to use it..  hehe, thats when i saw this really chun pink bag. not bright pink, it's a very nice pink. not too loud, not too pale either.. dont know how to explain, but i fell in love  so i decided to buy it for my mum, but then again, she wont use it coz of its colour. so i had to either think rationally or emotionally, and at last i decided to ge her this brown one.. which i dont like, but i guess the chances of her using it is much higher. sigh, bought it for 70 something.. with discount, but i still miss that bag. frankly speaking, i dont think i'll use it often too.. haha, so what the hell

anyway, mei mei on the other hand couldnt find anything.. or shall i say,  she cant find something that she really wants to buy. 

•  i told her my mum has alot of perfume, so no point for me to buy.. then she went like, 'oh yeah, my mum wants perfume. but it's too exp, so screw it'
• then i said, my mum didnt even use the new purse that my bro gave to her, so no point getting her another one.. again she went 'my mum needs purse also', then she looks around for 5 sec and then she walked off. then we saw this chun one, the promoter took it out for us.. i went like 'i dont think ur mum would use it' she said 'she's looking for herself' sigh

i can't remember what else, ahah. but when she wanted to leave, i asked her what's she getting for her mum.. she said she'll bring her parents to gurney later so that her mum can shoose her own present, and she can get her dad to buy her a 2 piece swimsuit. haha, this girl ar.. anyway, i wonder whether that happened or not. or like the last time, she bought her stuff and left and her mum didnt buy anything.. the last time, according to her, her mum wanted to go and get perfume. thats when her dad bought one for her and all of them left, her mum didnt buy anything.. ahahha

sometimes u think u had it all, sometimes u think you're blissfully happy,  sometimes when u felt so loved, u wanted so badly to think that it will be eternal.. sometimes u'd feel that u would give anything to the world just to be with ur other half. sometimes u felt that the only thing that could cure u is him being there for u.. sometimes u would just sit down and dream... dream of ur lives 10 in another 10 years. think of those non-existant home u'll eventually share with ur significant other.. sometimes you would think of those unborn children and grandchildren u yearn to have.. but then, there's this one time when u feel hurt and sad. so painful that any thought of him becomes unbearable for u, and if and only if u manage to patch things up, all the sometimes will start appearing again.. only to be halted by the time when a fight will break out. life is always a cycle isnt it? after each fight, you'd learn that things should change. by right, you shouldn't repeat the same mistakes. which means, only 1 fight can be tolerated in a relationship..? that sounds absurd, maybe a few. but  why? why in some cases, it seemed endless.. some say a fight can help strengthen a relationship.. it's easy to build a relationship but it's hard to maintain it.

hmm, this week has been quite fulfiling in terms of food.. haha, i had pretty great food for the past few days. started of with last week when krish and i went for kampachi for dinner (jap rest in equatorial), then i had this new found malay food with my parents at a stall in batu ferringhi.. i saw muna there. and then on sat, krish, ting, chern and i wnet for tambun (yum!!) asked mei mui mui to come along but some ppl tiao keh, nvm. had seafood dee, but we werent quite full.. so, we went to secret recipe in autocity. jess, remember?? sigh, those were the days.. with su ann, thean lai, and comp.. not to forget eNg chUan`!~ hahah, boy did we laugh our heads off. and the amount of noise we made and stares we got  anyway, yest my parents and i went for the malay food again for lunch .. damn nice la, and cheap. in the end, we decided to buy back some dishes for dinner!! haha, gosh. so i guess, ive put on a fwe kilos.. i got fatter u know, if i started counting from day 1 i think i might have heard 20 over ppl saying im fatter dee. ironically, i didnt put on much weight.. i don't pile on kilos, but i became noticibly fatter. i've read somewhere about his guy who gained 5 kgs but he still looks the same, im his total opposite..

anyway, i've watched star wars dy.. wnet with chern and ting on sun, wasn't exactly keen on it. im not really a star wars fan, sadly my bf is.. the movie was good, but i dont understand why must they make the sequence so confusing. i mean who the hell does 4, 5, 6 followed by 1, 2, 3?? or something like that/ anyway, i watched sepet as well.. on vcd, like finially. i remembered bugging mei to watch with me or something but then they stopped screning after 2 weeks, so last week my bro bought and i watched.. thank god i didnt watch in the cinema or somehtig, if not it'll be sooo embarassing. i cried like a cow, it was something like a walk to remember.. sad story

anyone here watches american idol? guess what, i missed the grand finale aNd the results.. usually 8tv will air .idol on fri night so when i miss the astro's i'll watch the 8tv's. but mana tau, it urned my tv on and waited.. they did show idols but it's malaysian, what happened to american?? sigh, i missed it. damn, heard the radios playing back clips but i wanna see it. not hear it, and i thought bo was going to win.. i mean carrie has got great voice, so what? she's always singing country songs, she nvr did anything else. and her stage performance is ZEro!! she would just sit down on the stage orstand and sing, she doesnt even sway, let alone dance.. i nvr really did fancy bo either, til he sang without music? i mean, he's got really great guts. and it turned out well, i mena he didnt went out of tune or something.. my fav was vonzell but she got kicked out dy, if only she's white she's prob the american idol. i dont know why im rattling allaway, i dont think any of u watch it.. so, forgive me.

promised my dad that i'll wash the car today, hand wash mind u.. not driving thru the car wash or something, if the weather permits. it looks a bit gloomy, if it doesnt rain then things should go according to plan.. well, everyone should be surprised. esp mei, ahha.. if im washing alone, of course that wont happen. i asked krish to come, so i guess i'll do the fun part.. spraying the car with water, all the scrubbing and polishing is his job. kekeke, im mean.. muahaha  oh yeah mei, what are we gonna do on ur bday?? let's do something.. FuN~!~ ehhe, u better make sure that we'll scream our lungs off and remember ur 18th forever. and of coz, the unevitable quest.. what would u like?? sigh, still owe ting hers. and wecant figure out what to get u

guess what?? today's 31st~! eheh, went to baskin in the afternoon.. as usual, it's packed with ppl who are dying tp eat sinful ice cream. anyway, wanted to go with mei and tatt.. but thee thing is, they didnt decide yet where they were going. so if theyre going to sg 2, they have to come up and fetch me and drop me back all the way.. so, paisay la. in the end, i went to sg 2 by myself and krish.. and i saw ah huat, ahah. ap, u remember our instructor? he was waiting in his L car, so i decided to say hi after getting the number from baskin.. and guess what he told me... i gREw, yeah right. what a lie, sigh.. hmm, my dad bought me a notebook. he paid dee, but have to wait for about a week for it to arrive.. some lightweight notebook from dell which was customised  the thing is, im happy of coz. but on the other hand, what if imu doesnt accept me? what am i supposed to do with the notebook? lately, ive been freakin myself out. all the ppl i talked to assured me that i'll definitely get a place, but it's just hard not to think about the 'what if's' sigh, and i havent been getting good sleep for the past few weeks. kept waking up at funny hours, and have trouble sleeping back.

i'll be watching madagascar tmr, but from what i heard it;s not that good.. krish watched it today with jay and naveen, he said not that good la. but the thing is, he bought the ticks for us dy, dont ask me why he's watchin twice coz i also dont get it.. anyway, im sweating like mad here, nvr on the air cond.. so i better chao, if not ill die