first of all, im so sorry that i didnt upate.. one week only ma, u must excuse me wha.. finals is less than 2 weeks from now u know.. not prepared yet!@!@ so muc to study,.. shits.. leela has been picking on me these feew days, not like she scolds me la but still.. the pther day rite she told us that she'll only be in class for half an hour (normally its 1 hour).. she said her mum is in the hosp and all.. so she said she'll ask one of the students to read out the answers for us to copy.. then suddenly she was lile 'sharon tan, you read the answers for ur friends after i leave okay?' like i can say no like that... so later when she was ,leaving i thought she'll just pass me the papers so that i can read whike i copy la.. man tau she asked me to sit at her table and read the answers.. she asked me to copy it at home, so the whole time i was like a teacher like that la.. haih.. then ppl like sanjay and beh zhen hui (ding xin's cuz) kept disturbing me in class..

then next day she came to coll, she was like 'did u all copy the answers from sharon? sharon was so kind to read the answers for u' as if i volunteered like that.. anyway, you guys know that krishnan officially met my parents when he picked me up for prom right? hahaha, now he's getting along with my mom dee.. my mom didnt quitelike him earlier.. anyway, i was planning to defer ns for a year... i went and did alot of work to enrol for an aust degree transfer programme for commerce in inti.. so i had to see a lot of ppl and get my certs certified and all.. then today the clerk called me up and asked me to collect my letter.. i was soo happy.. but the lecturer told me that i mgiht not get the deferment because the letter did not state that this programme has onkly 1 intake per year.. so which means that every sem u can enrol as a new student, so theres no reason why i should defer ns unlike hsc..

then when i went to see the head of department to get my letter, she told me that sthe letter was printed oput dee.. but she said that i need to pay my rm 105 for the transfer fee, which i knew earlier.. but she in addition to tht, im supposed to pay the fee for the first sem.. there are 5 subjects which i need to take for the first sem.. so its like RM 1200 per subject for 3 subs and RM 1600 per subm for 2 subd.. so the total sum i need to pay is Rm 6905 and that also is to defer only.. plus, they are not sure whether the govt will approve the appeal because they have so many intakes per year.. crAzy one!~!~! then i told jess about it (jessica) and she asked me why i need to go to ns.. she also got ns and she said i can use my medical record to be exEmpteD from ns.. meaning i must dig up my old pneumonia record and go for a lung test to certify that my lungs are too weak.. ahahha.. so u guys better pray hard for me that im weak and i fail the test.. alrite.. thats all... ap, sont complain dee kay

p/s: i updated the gallery btw

i'm sure everybodee has been wonderin where i went and what happened to me.. i'm sooooooooooooooooo sorry everybodee... was busy with finals and all.. before that, ermm.. was busy with krishnan.. not exactly bz with him la, but was very worried and all.. on the 4th of oct, the day after my last entry, krishnan's bro met with an accident.. it was about 10 something at night, tani and his friends were on their way to bangsar.. the stupid driver was playing with the wheels and suddenly they lost control and hit an oncomin car..

both tani, and another passenger and the driver of the other car passed away.. tani died on the spot due to internal bleeding.. blood was comin out from his eyes, nose and ears.. but, he was smiling when he died.. i think it wasn't a very painful death.. may he rest in peace.. it seems soo unreal, he was just 21!!! everyone who went to the funeral was crying like crazy..luckily his body was still intact and his face was still recognizable, in fact it was flawless.. afew cuts and bruises here and there only.. just a few months ago, i remembered him calling me.. then he asked me to go for his bday party.. 21st bday, symbolises his freedom, celebrated his adulthood.. and then, *bam* this happened.. i can still remember his handsome face, how happy he was on that day.. actually, i still can't belive he is gone now.. when we read the papers and we come across accidents and deaths, it never crossed to us that it might be someone we know.. the world is screwed up, he's at a better place..

krish was in a bad , BAD condition.. he was actling like some cray fella banging everywhere and he punhced glass.. and he cut his hand and it was very bad.. it took 4 huge ppl to bring him down.. and he was very quiet after that.. i dont know la.. very different, i was super worried.. then he said he accepted the fact that the bro died, and he became normal.. then wehn the body arrived to pg, he went crazy again.. he was shouting and screaming.. it's just very hard to see the body, it makes u feel ore depressed.. a lot of ppl came to the funeral, the parents were soo disheartened.. thanks jo for coming.. i guess now he's an only child and he has to take on more responsibility.. he can't even do medicine now because he has to go to indi next year.. the parents aren't really okay yet, so he cant leave them next year.. but he's recovered.. he uses all his bri's stuff now.. i think tani didnt leave them.. he's still around.. he will always be remembered, just like becky and longy..

i'm sorry if i spoil anyone's mood, just wanted to share with you all.. please drive safely now, and slowly.. i was reading mei's entry about ting's driving and that made me thought of writing about tani.. now, all of us are driving considerably slow.. i don;t want to attend anymore of my friend's funeral!! the other day at that hilltop also ting forgot to pull her handbrake.. haih.. u drive a manual car u know.. how can u not pull?? i know speeding is fun, but spending the rest of ur life and growing old isnt it more fun?? the other day i screwed the hell out of jaya, i saw the way he drove.. then he told me he knows.. and i said 'what the hell do u know?' youwanna follow tani's footsteps zot?? think first la u asshole' and i walked off.. i didnt feel sorry i was sooo angry.. then i told him im sorry la.. later..

i know i shouldnt say this.. i myself drive like a crazy person also, even krish cannot tahan the way i drive.. that's why i dont drive anymore.. esp after clubbing and ure high, i drove all the way back without stopping.. i wouldnt give a shit if its red... but i've learnt somethin from his death.. life is really really fragile... u wont know when ure going to die. now, whenever i drive, i think of tani.. may he rest in peace..

btw: ive updated pics for prom

today is officially my 4 month anniversary.. ahah, i know its not big deal but still.. never expected us to last till that long.. anyway, this will be a very short entry because im super tired.. i slept for 3 hours last night and today went for my chem paper somemore.. and guess what? oour paper is supposed to start at 8.25 and uve got to be in the hall by 8.10.. when we wenter the hall, sanjay wasnt here yet.. told krish to call him earlier but he didnt.. then we were filling in our attendace slips and all.. then at 8.25 we started the test.. and he wasnt here somemor.. kept turning back to catch a glimpse of his empty seat.. i was relly worried.. then he stormed in at 8.45.. ahhaha.. somemore chem no time one, i finished just in time.. i wonder how he did his..

after that i asked him what happen and he told me that leela called his hse and talked to the mum.. she told the mum that sanjay isnt in coll and his exams start at 8.25... that time was 8.30... his mum was banging at his door and was super worried also.. according to him, he woke up at 5 to eat becoz of the fasting month and he went back to sleep.. he couldnt sleep and he slept only at 6.45.. thats when i woke up.. hahaha.. have no idea how true this is la.. still, its interesting.. anyway, me and krish decided to cook lunch today.. and we cooked soo much and we were sooo bloated after that.. aahaha.. i gtg dee.. sleepy.. muacks

hmm, today is my mom's bday... happy bday mommy... even though she doesnt read my blog.. ahaha.. who cares?? i heard from mei that today is also eunice's mum's bday.. anyway, we're going out for dinner tonight.. family dinner.. at some chinese restaurant.. my dad, mum bro me.. and....... yeah, him.. hahahah.. it hink its gonna be really funny.. a black guy with a chinese family in a chinese restaurant.. hopefully nth cranky happens later.. chinese food with blackforest cake yum yum~!~! anyway, that's the bright side of today.. the downside?? ii had ext 1 today and it totally sucked.. 17 years in my life i nvr did a paper that bad.. as in i counted and i left out 30 marks worth of questions bcoz i didnt do.. and the paper is over 80 i think not 100.. so upon 100 means i left out nearly 50%.. the questions that i answered some also i dont know how to do and i simply do only.. so, kesimpulannya, im gonna fail my ext 1 and i ain't joking..

anyway, i went to watch stepford' wives today.. im not sure whats the title.. hahah.. the one starring nicole kidman.. then i went to the toilet after the movie ended.. when i came out to wash my hands at the basin, i was looking at the mirror.. then chun chun the cubicle dor opened and this girl who looks like mei came out.. and she screamed and i also screamed.. then i turned around and it WAS mei.. ahahah.. we were laughing like crazy coz i went with li ting and she went with sze mei and gang.. and we watched the same movie and we were in the same cinema.. kewl huh? anyway, on mon after my math paper i went over to ting;s hse.. then we wantes to watch movie but cannot make it coz i have otrhodontist appointment at 4.30.. so she stayed over at my hse an we went for new police story.. it was soo kewl.. and we has sushi~!~ yum~!~! p/s: ap there's something i really need to tell u..very important

helloe girls.. (guys for some of u who read my blog).. hehhe.. on thurs, krish dognapped rufus from home.. he took rufus to his house for the night... i missed my baby soo much after that.. one night only, but still.. you just dont feel right, and rufus of coz was having his time of his life in krishnan's hse.. he was the centre of atraction and everybode was playing and feeding him.. then his mum asked him why rusus is staying for one day? should be 10 days or something/.. CRAzy~!~ and his venus ( a german shephard and doberman mix) is that how u spell it/? his hair was standing and he was just staring at my baby the whole time.. if anything were to happen to rufus, ill kill krish.. anyway, my aunt's pincher gave birth to 5 [pups a few days ago.. and guess who's the father?? rufus' bro.. so, the pups are like pomeranian and pincher~!@~ EWW... cant imagine.. and krish wants one from my aunt.. so i told him be prepared for some mutant species..

anyway, today my parents woke me up super early.. they brought me to town for breakfast and then ive got to go to the market... haih, then i have to srot out the fish and prawns.. EWWW... my hand still stinks like crazy.. btw, exorcist is not scary at all.. i really expected more.. haih.. anyway, update la u all!~!~