i guess ive been slacking off and all nowadays.. especially with the holidays.. ive been sleeping like a pig.. and i thought i can hang around.. oh boy~!~ was i mad or what? penang is super jammed with cars everywhere~!~.. why? why? why? why must all the kl and other states ppl flock over here? sometimes i really do wonder whether the island can support the weight of all the cars and ppl.. will we sink?? haih.. they are just stupid thoughts.. so, ignore them~!~ anyway, mei~!~ so glad that u wrote.. and reen and ann.. the ppl i least expect to write.. ahahah anyway, i have been procrastinating alot.. i still havent done my math hw.. haih.. i really hope i can have a bit of su ann's kiasuness and maybe ann might be interested in my laziness.. then, itll be perfect.. but, as we all know, no one is perfect... god made us unique in our own way.. so, my laziness is actually very unique indeed... haha.. im super crappy.. dont know why.. anyway, ap: jacky kept on askin about u u know.. everytime im online, he'll bug me about you.. hahaha.. all the best...

ap, well i guess its too late for me to watch the dance thingy on mtv dee... when i read ur entry, it was already over... haih.. bad timing.. btw, today is really "my" day!!.. i think this is probably the worst day in my life man.. early in the morning, i went out for breakfast with my parents and i accidently spilt 'teh peng' over my pants.. as if that wasnt bad enough, guess what colour was my pants? yeah.. white~!~ arghh... and my drink was prob 90% full.. haih.. my pants ended up looking like some tie dye thingy.. a bit of white and brown all over.. and it was sort of 3 quarter in length.. so, my legs were covered with sticky teh peng~!~ then later it was raining.. i was running in the rain.. coz i didnt wanna get wet.. and i nearly slipped.. luckily i didnt trip over or did a split lar.. so, how GREAT was my day? hmm.. a lot of whining.. anyway, i still havent gotten anything for my mom yet u know.. seriously, its really hard to buy gifts for her.. shes someone who wants practical gifts and everything would be 'a waste of money ' to her.. haih.. i guess the best thing would be a hug and a kiss..

jan: i read about your 'need a massage' thingy.. guess what? i hate massages.. especially head massage.. if youre wondering what im talkin about, i was sleeping while waiting for my next class cause english ended early today (as usual).. suddenly, i felt hands on my head and i looked up and saw krishnan smiling at me.. i asked him, 'what the hell are you doin'? he said.. massaging you.. fine.. i went back to sleep.. then suddenly, his hands are on my head again.. oh boy, that didnt feel like ap's wonderful massage.. he was practically trying to crunch my skull.. he was like pressing on my skull and dunoe doing what la.. haih.. then i shoo him away.. what was the effect of the massage u may ask.. well, certainly not comfort.. but i ended up getting my hair messed up.. hmm.. never ever let a guy to put his hands on ur hair.. ive learnt me lesson well..well, well, i wonder how tracy is coping down in singapore.. and mei: u said u were gonna give me a call.. ure soo mean... bluff me wan.. ap: i enjoyed reading the extracts... where are they from anyway? btw, have you read james patterson's novels?? they are not bad u know.. i think i kind of like them.. theres a twist to it.. hmm... he came out with a new book recently... cant remember the name.. i wanna read that book too.. anyway, its time to go dee.. lunch break wanna end liao..

hey everybodeee...... what happened to all of you? why no one updated their blogs wan? so sad lar.. i happily came online hoping to read your blogs... mana tau.. soo disappointed only.. anyway, i just got home not too long ago from louis' birthday bash... it wasnt like a big thing or what, but it was great in another way.. get to see a lot of ppl... esp tatt~!~ i have to admit i missed him lar.. so used to his sarcasm and bullying dee, now that hes back from the US, kena bully a lil.. hahah anyway, he was fairer and apparently he put on 6 pounds.. which wasnt obvious at all.. then he said lar hes on diet and he took salad for lunch.. his usual crappy self.. then, theres kok chung.. i have to agree with someone (cant remember who) that kok looks much better now.. but hes still as shy as ever.. then as usual, got alot of uhs girls.. okay.. enough frm that.. yesterday, guess who i saw? ganesh and dyan.. yeah.. they were like clinging on to each other in chill out kay.. i was sooo shocked~!~ krishnan told me earlier that they were seeing each other.. but i didnt really believed it though.. anyway, troy wasnt as good as i thought it would be.. everyone died in the end.. its a stupid show.. but plz dont be prejudiced by my statement kay.. hope you guys who are planning to watch, enjoy the show.. anyway, did u know that nirmala told me that she prejudiced me in the class? haih.. finally she voiced out her feelings.. plz update guys...

even before i can start writing, or even think about what to write.. tears have already filled my eyes.. they have yet to trickle down my cheeks, but its just a matter of time.. this is a tribute to my wonderful friend of 4 years.. four long years.. probably my bestest friend ive known my whole entire life.. where shall i begin? i didnt have much time to prepare anything for u ting, your departure came so suddenly.. im still shocked and stunned.. maybe a lot of ppl out there could not figure out or understand.. maybe they think that im just over reacting, but i can say that this emotional thingy came from deep inside.. i didnt even feel this bad when he left.. maybe, god is trying to tell me that friends should come first.. maybe i could make it without him by my side.. but i guess ive been neglicant in your case.. ive always expected you to stay in pg to do f6.. little did i know that youre leaving first.. even waY before ai ping.. for those that left, and i didnt do this, im really sorry.. i do miss you guys too.. but i have to admit that ting has been thru life with me thru thick and thin.. and therefore, she has a special spot in my heart.. i hope i dont sound top lesbianic and all.. but i hope you get what im trying to say ting.. its not like youre going very far away.. and its not like you wont come back or wat.. its just that the fact that ure leaving pg... u know? the fact that youre gonna be there all alone.. maybe im just being paranoid like what feeren and jaya think... but, id like you to know that i really love you and treasure the times we had together.. and that im very very blessed to have you as a friend,. in case i didnt let u know sooner.. who knows? id walk out tmr, and get run down by a car rite? and to the other blex.. i love you guys too kay.. i just hope that we da blex can still stay together and keep in touvh no matter where we are.. take care..

reen: in reply to your question, ting is leaving for changloon which is in kedah-thai border.. shes still in msia, dont fret.. this should not have come from me though, i guess i freaked outhe most when i heard the news.. anyway, ive been crying still.. haha.. but i guess yesterday was my last day of tears.. since our beloved ting is back in pg to spend the weekend with us.. the way i talk is as if that im so proud that i cried.. haha.. nonsense.. anyway, guess what? i drove my manual car to sch today.. and ive got to pick up jessica and later im supposed to drop her off also.. freaking scary man.. well, partly its due to the fact that ive not been driving a manual car in ages... months~!.. and it has no power steering... can u imagine it? pusing until i wanna die dee.. and i was the one who happily decided to drive that fcuked up car.. haih.. but it feels good in a way.. i mean i dont want to be driving automatic cars my whole life rite? if you dont drive manual cars for some time, youll forget what to do with the gears and the clutch... guess my memory is not that bad.. but im a lil slow.. esp at the junction and all.. my reflex is like someone whos mentally retarded.. haih.. anyway, i feel great today for some reasons though.. i had a long talk to my friend, shes jessica and im glad that shes a good listener.. anyway, im DEAD bored now.. and sleepy.. ive been lazing around allot lately.. been a total pig lar.. i didnt do any of my hw for a week dee.. i dont know whats got into me.. dont ask me why.. coz i myself have no idea whats wrong with me... alrite..better stop now.. chaoz.

guess what? i saw reshmonu on saturday nite~!haha.. kewl leh? super shocked to see him in pg man/.. them my frens sumore took pic with him okay.. chun chun she bawa camera... hes not bad looking you know.. ehhe.. he was very friendly lar.. all of us looked at him then he just smiled and said hie.. my gawd.. nvr met an artiste up close before kay.. i wonder what brought him to club in pg.. hmm.. anyway, jo: i watched shrek dee.. so u ahve to watch with the rest.. ting asked me not to wait for her.. then chun chun liting and krish also wanna watch.. so we mar sama sama go lor.. then we went to see iguanas sumore kay.. it happens that krishnan's friends were at this booth with alot of iguanas, snake lar etc.. then they kept on askin me to hold it.. u know lar me.. damn geli with repltiles wan.. wanna touch also i damn freaked out fee sumore make me hold.. in the end i gave in lar.. his friend was soo persistent.. actually, i kind of liked the iguana u know.. ehehe i know its ironic and all.. they kept on bugging us to buy it.. cost 180 bucks man.. no joke.. apparently can grow until 6 feet... that krish siao wan.. he told me he wanted and hes bringing it to coll on friday.. eyay.. i wanna put it on my shoulder.. ahaha.. damn chun man.. wasted that day i wasnt wearing sleeved shirt, if not sure put there dee.. have u seen ppl with iguanas on their shoulder? its chun.. never expected this kinda words will come out from me.. ahaha. anyway, i went hiking today.. that li ting and krishnan again lar.. culprits.. theyve been buggin me since last week dee, then i went today.. by the time i got up, felt like dying dee.. gasping like mad.. mana tau that krishnan.. hes inhuman lar.. brought 2 big containers owater up dee some more went straight to the gym.. theres this mini gym at the bj hill.. he went to work out sumore.. gila wan.. then after that my left leg was shaking u know.. sumore i drove manual car today.. when i press my clutch, can see my legs trembling man.. couldnt really drive properly/.. when i got home, so semangat kay.. i walked up the stairs.. yeah.. up till 9th floor.. walau.. tell u.. my fuse went off some where.. i know.. i didnt expect myself to walk up wan.... dunoe why so good mood.. haaha.. alrite lar.. gtg dee.. mei:update~!~

mei ar.. haih.. i thought u were so hardworking.. go update your blog.. mana tau got 3 sentences only.. what a great disappointment.. anyway, how have you been? never heard from you since a while ago u know.. anyway, life has been pretty much the same for me.. guess what? tmr i ahve 2 hours worth of chemistry extra class... its a sat u know~!~ but actually, i dont mind going.. its just that i dont know how to do the hw.. haih.. suddenly leela wanted to give all of us extra class because she said she has no time to go thru some exercises she gave us.. well, guess what? my dad gave me a diner's club credit card... but its under my mom's name.. this is all due to the fact that i havent turn 18 yet.. haih.. guess its still a long way to go.. cant wait for the day that i can actually purchase stuff just by signing my name.. ahheheh.. anyway, the creditc is for petrol only.. thats the only thing that doesnt require any singature wat.. haih.. how pathetic... life has been miserable for the past few days.. steven made me wear my rubber 24/7.. he said its advisable to do so.. imagine the torture.. esp when there are good food, and i cant enjoy them.. sheeshh.. but he said in another 2 months i can remove my braces dee.. so not too bad lar.. counting to the days.. ahahah..